Fragments...

My heart cant possible break when it wasnt even whole to start with...

Pack Up the Moon

Memories are absurd things. Some are vague, some crystalline, some too painful to recollect and some so painful its impossible to forget.

Happy times are remembered with with warmth and laughter, recalled as an anecdote in the pub, exageratted for the crowd. The areally good ones keep you company on an otherwise lonely evening. The clearest memories are of those occasions when you experience great highs or lows. Its the emotion the situation inspires that you remember. The feeling of incredible exultation or terrible despair enables your brain to note the details that normally pass you by, like the color of someone's shirt, a hand gesture or how warm or cold it was.

You can recall the creases caused byb the smile on a loved one's lips or the way tears crept from their eyes. But pain is hard to put into words and in life there is always pain. Its as natural as birth or death. Pains makes us who we are, it reaches us and tames us, it can destroy and it can save.

We all have regrets...

from Funeral Blues.. by W.H. Walden

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

broken..

There should be a limit as to the number of times a person's heart is allowed to be broken...

There should also be a limit as to the amount of pain a person can cause another person...

There should be a rule on how a person is not supposed to make the same mistake again...

Like .. you've done it before, you're not supposed to repeat it again...

Well.. I guess I'll never learn...

Can somebody please give me a break...

This much heartache is just too much for one person...

Limbo

1. often Limbo Roman Catholic Church The abode of unbaptized but innocent or righteous souls, as those of infants or virtuous individuals who lived before the coming of Christ.

2. A region or condition of oblivion or neglect: Management kept her promotion in limbo for months.

3. A state or place of confinement.

4. An intermediate place or state.

Word History: Our use of the word limbo to refer to states of oblivion, confinement, or transition is derived from the theological sense of Limbo as a place where souls remain that cannot enter heaven, for example, unbaptized infants. Limbo in Roman Catholic theology is located on the border of Hell, which explains the name chosen for it. The Latin word limbus, having meanings such as "an ornamental border to a fringe" and "a band or girdle," was chosen by Christian theologians of the Middle Ages to denote this border region. English borrowed the word limbus directly, but the form that caught on in English, limbo, first recorded in a work composed around 1378, is from the ablative form of limbus, the form that would be used in expressions such as in limb, "in Limbo."

Noun	1.	limbo - the state of being disregarded or forgotten oblivion obscurity - an obscure and unimportant standing; not well known; "he worked in obscurity for many years"
	2.	limbo - an imaginary place for lost or neglected things fictitious place, imaginary place, mythical place - a place that exists only in imagination; a place said to exist in fictional or religious writings
	3.	limbo - (theology) in Roman Catholicism, the place of unbaptized but innocent or righteous souls (such as infants and virtuous individuals) fictitious place, imaginary place, mythical place - a place that exists only in imagination; a place said to exist in fictional or religious writings theology, divinity - the rational and systematic study of religion and its influences and of the nature of religious truth

limbo

noun

in limbo in a state of uncertainty, neglected, up in the air, in abeyance, betwixt and between, not knowing whether one is coming or going (informal) I felt as though I was in limbo.

Hell Week

Had a hellish week at work. Im not really looking forward to next weeks' either.

Please remind me again why Im allowing this torture?

Uhmmnn... the kids?

Yeah the kids...


Shoot.. need to take a really long walk later...

i carry your heart with me

i carry your heart with me
i carry it inmy heart
i am never without it
anywherei go you go,my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling
i fear no fate for you are my fate, my sweet
i want no world
for beautiful you are my world, my true
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;
which growshigher than the soul can hope or mind can hide
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart
i carry it in my heart

E.E. Cummings

Mini Me..

aside from the fact that she's 5'1 and im 5'4... lol

we have the same

smile

frown

TEMPERAMENT

likes (though she loves japanese cartoons... uhhmnn anime and i hate em)

love for shoes

love for flowers

love for things that are colorful...

**sigh**

she's growing up too fast...

im just too blessed....

The most important (young) man.. in my life

shhhhhh

my sleeping angel

wait till he wakes up

Come Home (dedicated to...)

Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone I’ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They’re in their own place trying to make it right
But I’m tired of justifying
So i say you’ll...

Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
So come home

I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain’t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..Yeahh
Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud
Until then

Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
So hear this now

Just Messin' Around ... one boring saturday night...

truth is.. every ones gonna hurt you, you just gotta decide who's worth the pain.....