Spent&Wasted: March 2010

Monday, March 29, 2010

FB Status for Today...

I try to take it one day at a time, but sometimes several days gang up and attack me all at once !!

Gelobear...

I just cant "not" post this pic...sorry Gelo (LMAO)

For those who doesnt know, gelo is one of my closests friends - and one of the reasons why i stay sane and sober despite of everything...

He's one of the few persons who can actually yell at me without fear of being yelled at in return....

He doesnt care if i scream bloody murder or if i threaten him with extreme bodily harm.. when im wrong, im wrong.. he doesnt give a fuck.. he's gonna tell me if im acting such a brat! He's always there to treat me to lunch or pay my cab or lend me money whenever im broke... hahahahha!

He's one of the "vainest" person i know....

Never in my entire life would i imagine though that he's gonna wear this bodysuit in puerto gallera just because he doesnt want to burn his skin...

To gelo... you're the MAN my friend.. lol...

I was having a really crappy day.. but then.. boom! i saw this pic.. and suddenly.. everything's alright again!

Yeah.. i know.. im dense!

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Hey, Soul Sister – Train Music Code

wasted..and pretty.. lol

Had to nurse this huge hang over for the whole day.. Served me right for loosing control and consuming a couple of bottles of red horse. When I say a couple, it actually means a couple.. lol! Ok ok, around 6 or 7 bottles which is equivalent to probably 12 to 13 bottles of san mig.. Red horse rocks.. and kills too... poor, poor brain cells...

Went home at around 4:30 AM, totally wasted.. I should have stopped drinking after 1 or two bottles... but that's really my problem.. i just dont know when to stop especially when im having fun..its been three months since the last time i saw by BFF (aka Tina the lasengga)...and its quite fun to see her again .....and satisfying to be able to tell her in person that she's an idiot! Lol. Well she knows what i mean...

I woke up to find 5 packs of cigarettes in my bag (marlboro black, black bat, marlboro menthol, philip and marlboro lights) and a bottle of chili powder from the local lugawan.. uh oh.. did i break the law again? Honestly, i dont have any idea at all... lol.. but i had fun.. really....

ohh btw, the calamari, the mussle and the shrimp rocks! ate sally havent lost her touch when it comes to my favorites! Long live the SEAFOOD COMBO! Yey! Worry about the allergies later..ouch!

that's all for now.. have to go back to bed!

ARGGHHHH!!! Ang saket ng ulo ko.. Syet!

ACS Year 2000 - Calaca Batangas (reminiscing the good ol days...)

I think this pic was taken around 6 AM

Were already wasted at that time

Who wouldnt with pure lambanog and ginpom as chaser...

from left to right..

Tina, Tonette, Irene, Esmie, Ren, Gelo

Irene, Ian, Ven, Miko, Tonette, Tina, Maman,
GI, Esmie, Jay, Rikki

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Random Facts

Fact # 1

I always fell in love with the person I slept with - even when love was neither requested nor appropriate.

I could NEVER sleep around without feeling.

Maybe its because I listened to many Sinatra's.

Maybe its because I always wanted "a trip to the moon on gossamer wings" rather than a quick lay.

Maybe its because I was looking for the one.

I've lost my faith and I dont know how to bring it back.

I dont want to give up on life and love and all the rest of it but I cant help myself.

Its because life and love and the rest of it have given me a good hiding...

Life has made me feel like death warmed over....

One for my Baby
Tony Parsons

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

urban dictionary... lol

Today's really productive... i learn several english slang... WOW!

Below are the examples:

1. Stealth-call

When you have to call someone back but don't want to talk to them, so you wait until you know they can't talk and leave a voice mail.
"I don't want to tell Karen I can't make it tonight, so I'll Stealth-call her when she's on her flight and has her phone shut off."

2. Febreze shower

When you haven't showered (and don't have time to), but you don't want to go out smelling bad, so you spray yourself with Febreze instead.
Brandon was running late for class, so he settled for a Febreze shower.

** Can somebody please tell me what on earth is febreze?

3. Dumbass

** Uhhmmnn... I guess i know what it means.. next word please....

4. Screwed the pooch

A way in which to describe a mistake or blunder.
"That computer's a lemon, I really screwed the pooch on that deal!"

5. Donkey Punch

The Donkey Punch is when your engaged in...

**Uhmmnn..... lets leave it at that.. please excuse.. ive to catch a plane to Houston and kill that perv!!!

To be continued....

Favorite FB status....

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around :)

I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound

City of Angels

I watched City of Angels for the nth time this morning. I dunno, there’s something about the movie that makes me sadder than hell. Maybe it’s the thought that there are things in this life that are simply not meant to be.Things that would make us the happiest person on earth, but for some reason, are not supposed to be ours.

Rubberband

Life is like a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing but you are bound to do something else! something hurts you, yet you know it shouldnt .You take certain things for granted even though you know you should never take things for granted.

"A tension of opposites - like a pull on a rubber band" and most of us live somewhere in the middle.

the worrier...

My mom once told me.. im a chronic worrier..

I worry about everything - my kids, my mom, my dad, my other relatives, my work, my friends, my workmates...the past, the present and the future...

My son told me a couple of months ago to "choose my battle" since there's no point in upsetting myself about something that i have no control of.

He has a point I know..

I know that I should take things as they come.. but that's not who I am..

I would always worry about something..

Though I would always act as if I dont really care about what others are thingking, the fact of the matter is I do...

That's who I am... the chronic worrier...

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Things (and People) that can make me happy...

1. My kids
2. My family and relatives
3. Long walks in the woods
4. Weekends
5. Long drives
6. Talking to..
7. White chocolate moccha at starbucks
8. Chain smoking
9. Dreamless sleep
10. New shoes
11. New bags
12. Music
13. Cold weather
14. Baguio
15. Tagaytay
16. New pair of shades
17. Intense taebo sessions
18. Massage
19. Scented candles
20. Healthy family
21. Talking to my kids
22. Laughing with my kids
23. Watching funny movies/ programs on TV
24. The smell of oranges
25. The smell of cinnamon
26. Good book
27. Drinking sessions with my bestfriend Tina and the Pansol guys
28. Swimming
29. American Idol
30. Gerard Butler
31. Watching/ Reading PS I love you
32. Knowing that true love still exists
33. A good hair treatment
32. Getting my nails done
33. Facials ( what are you thinking.. perv! the real.. where your black and white heads are being removed)
34. Shower
35. Body scrubs
36. Making fun of other people around me
37. Finding my soul mate
38. Taking pictures
39. Having my pictures taken
40. Karaoke at Sally's
41. Having coffee at beanstalk
42. Being able to urinate on time (gross.. but true)
44. Getting in touch with my old group
45. Being able to say sorry to those Ive wronged
46. Red lipstick
47. Farmville
48. The smell of grass and soil after the rain
49. Seeing the sun rising over laguna lake
50. Singing and annoying people with my singing
51. Victoria Secrets' cologne
52. Bath and Body
53. Swimming (preferably somewhere that is NOT shark infested
54. Lazy Sunday mornings
55. Surviving flatrocks
55. Daisies (in different colors)
56. The smell of mint
57. Quezon province (lots of happy memories there)
58. Soft pillows
59. Freshly laundered sheets
60. Eating Dax's lucky me instant pancit canton and hearing him complain about me eating his food again
61. Helping my daughter download music that she love so much (latest is Ingrid Michaelson's "The Way I Am")
62. RJ's bulalo
63. Margarita @ Strumms
64. Chicken Pesto Pasta @ Pizza Hut
65 Mernel's chocolate cake
66. The smell of downey fabric freshener in my clothes...
67. Light Blue by D&G
68. Hearing my kids fighting over who's gonna bring me my slippers (kiss ass! lol)
69. Being able to laugh at myself
70. Sharing my stupid adventures to those i love
71. Traffic Free drives
72. Baked tahong, calamari and sisig at Ate Sally's
73. Listening to train's "Hey Soul Sister" - love this song sooo much!
74 . Knowing that LL Cool J has a new TV series (NCIS Los Angeles) - Cool :)
75. Knowing that the one you love is safe after worrying about him for several days...
76. Having a worthwhile conversation with someone that matters
77. Riding a roller coaster...
78. Finding a new job.. or at least a new boss... grrr!
79. Ipanema flip flops (heheh)
80. Listening to Jason Mraz
81. Listening to the sound of the rain after a long period of draught

to be continued...

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Highschool Pics... the best...

This pic is the best...

Made me laugh really really hard..

Almost fell off my chair...

**sigh** those were my innocent days....

Kala ko pa naman ang ganda ganda ko....

there.. at the backrow, beside the only guy in the pic...

Here we go again...

Been a roller coaster ride so far..

We'll see what happens tonight…

Scared to move on and too in love too move back

Oh shit here we go again...

Am I ready for this..

We'll see

Nothing to loose but the stitches…

Off my barely mending heart…

Spent and Wasted
March 12, 2010
8:50 PM